PART TWO

Here is the liberating testimony of Fabienne, whose fate is now fixed onto the resounding Divine Mercy – Jesus Christ’s mercy.

Her conversion propels her to follow Jesus’ and her spiritual director’s request to go to the four corners of the world to denounce “New Age,” of which she was a follower, and to lead days of prayer focused on healing of soul and body.

SAVED FROM SIN IN 1996

Dear brothers and sisters, since the gentle Jesus asked me to reveal what New Age is, I have been traveling throughout the world bearing witness of my conversion, because God asked me to show His mercy for me, because in my life I have offended Him in many ways. Jesus of Love came to save from sin the poor sinner that I am in 1996.

After a pilgrimage to Medjugorje, where I experienced love for the Church and the goodness of the Virgin Mary, Jesus of Love delivered me from New Age teachings and belief in reincarnation. In his infinite mercy, Jesus of Love came to tell me how much He loved me, and He gave me confidence in His infinite mercy, provided that I acknowledge my faults and confess them in a good, private, individual confession.

I WAS MARKED OUT FOR HELL DUE TO THE IMPIETY IN MY LIFE

Then Jesus of Love asked me to listen to His word, and keep His commandments and His Sabbaths. I did not know the Law of God the Lord asked me to defend. So I had to learn again the Ten Commandments of God.

I was marked out for hell due to the impiety in my life, but God in His infinite mercy, gave me time to repent; a second chance to secure my eternal salvation.

After my conversion, Jesus of Love said to me that I was His greatest pleasure, and the Holy Virgin Mary, our dear Heavenly Mother, informed me that at my death, she would carry me to heaven because she saw the suffering I endured while carrying my cross.

 THE DEMONS TORTURED ME

Before my conversion, the demons used to torture me because I liked money, worldly pleasures and the pleasures of the flesh. So, I was notified that my soul was at the bottom of the abyss. To save me, Jesus of Love asked me to cling to poverty and stop making Him suffer with my flesh.

I decided to proceed with a good examination of conscience. It is true that I was not living the commandments of the Law of God.

HOW THEN COULD HAVE I BEEN SAVED?

I was not observing the First Commandment:

“I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage.

“You shall have no other gods before me.

“You shall not make for yourself a graven image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth; you shall not bow down to them or serve them; for I the LORD your God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children to the third and the fourth generation of those who hate me” (Exodus 20:2-5).

It is written, “‘You shall worship the Lord your God and him only shall you serve’” (Matthew 4:10).

Dear friends, I was worshiping myself physically (beauticians, luxury clothes, luxury vacations...) and I also had many idols in the New Age, behind which the demon lurks.

Then Jesus of Love, in his Spirit of Truth, told me: “You worship Satan.”

UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF DEMONS

I used to practice divination, astrology, spiritism, and many New Age techniques, and I was even a member of the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC (the Ancient Mystical Order Rosae Crucis), which is mentioned in the report on sects No. 1687 of June 10, 1999 (report ordered by the French government).

After my repentance, Jesus of Love said to me, “Do not sell your soul to the devil anymore, do not betray Me anymore, but glorify Me, honor Me and praise Me.” Then I started to love prayer of praise which leads us to love God.

I was very depressed for years because I had not yet met with a God Who is Love, kindness and compassion as soon as we approach Him with reverence.

For years I had no love relationship with the good and gentle Jesus, in silent prayer or adoration. Now, I spend many hours adoring Him in spirit and in truth. God made known to me that He was looking for faithful worshipers.

Second Commandment – “You shall not take the name of the LORD your God in vain; for the LORD will not hold him guiltless who takes his name in vain” (Exodus 20:7).

It was said to people long ago:

“[…] ‘You shall not swear falsely […]’ But I say to you, Do not swear at all […]” (Matthew 5:33-34).

Dear friends, I am certain that in my youth I took God’s name in vain several times, although that name is sacred. I had to confess it.

Third Commandment – “Remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy. Six days you shall labor, and do all your work; but the seventh day is a sabbath to the LORD your God; in it you shall not do any work […]” (Exodus 20:8-10).

“And he [Christ] said to them, ‘The sabbath was made for man, not man for the sabbath; so the Son of man is lord even of the sabbath’” (Mark 2:27-28).

Dear friends, on Sunday I was not going to Mass, and I was working that day, although it is a day of complete rest.

From the time I experienced the love of God, I have been praising Him, praying to Him, loving Him, evangelizing in several countries, and I have been contemplating the creation He made so beautiful. I enjoy walking in nature in which I find great union with God, in a silence that helps me to unite with Him. Yes, this day belongs to our God of love and infinite tenderness.

Fourth Commandment – “Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long in the land which the LORD your God gives you” (Exodus 20:12). The Apostle teaches: “Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. ‘Honor your father and mother’ (this is the first commandment with a promise), ‘that it may be well with you and that you may live long on the earth’” (Ephesians 6:1-3). 

Dear friends, in my youth, I never honored my parents, and I never obeyed them. Since Jesus of Love came to fetch me in the depths of my misery, I have been learning to obey my parents a lot, love my family, serve them well and take care of them, since I used to forsake them. Now I am in the perfect peace and joy of having a family blessed by God.

“I CREATED YOU WITH MY HANDS” – JESUS

Fifth Commandment – “You shall not kill” (Exodus 20:13).

“You have heard that it was said to the men of old, ‘You shall not kill; and whoever kills shall be liable to judgment.’ But I say to you that every one who is angry with his brother shall be liable to judgment […]” (Matthew 5:21-22).

I assure you, dear friends, I used to smoke two packs of cigarettes a day, I used to take soft drugs, I used to drink a lot of alcoholic drinks, and I also used to take contraceptive pills; and in my youth I used to get angry very often.

I gave my body a lot of poison. Again, confession, which is a true sacrament of healing, helped me to be delivered from all this.

Then Jesus of Love said to me: “I created you with My hands. Respect your body.”

After I repented of my sins, I realized that I had spent too much money which went up in smoke; that money could have been used to feed the poor instead.

One day I even took a friend to a clinic for her to abort her baby. I do not know if you know what happens during an abortion but it’s awful. The embryo is torn out in pieces.

ABORTION IS MURDER

The head, the feet, the arms are torn apart. Abortion is murder. When Jesus and Mary visited me, I cried and I repented, and now I pray every day so that there are no more baby-martyrs, and for the mothers who aborted to repent sincerely. I also pray that the doctors who perform abortions would repent.

Sixth Commandment – “You shall not commit adultery” (Exodus 20:14).

“You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall not commit adultery.’ But I say to you that every one who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart” (Matthew 5:27-28).

Dear friends, I lived in adultery and adultery is a mortal sin according to the Catechism of the Catholic Church (1856). What would have been my fate if I had died with such a sin in my soul? Section 1035 of the Catechism says: “The teaching of the Church affirms the existence of hell and its eternity. Immediately after death the souls of those who die in a state of mortal sin descend into hell, where they suffer the punishments of hell, ‘eternal fire.’ The chief punishment of hell is eternal separation from God, in whom alone man can possess the life and happiness for which he was created and for which he longs.”

Here is my experience. I had a civil wedding with a divorced man who had received the sacrament of marriage 14 years ago; his wife had left him to live with a friend of his. However to have access to confession and communion, we lived as brother and sister, separately.

“JESUS SHOWED ME THE DEMONS”

After our civil wedding, Jesus of Love came and asked me for continence and reparation for my sin. From that moment on, Jesus showed me the demons who surrounded my soul and who wanted to take me with them to hell.

But Jesus of Love, in His infinite mercy, protected me. Hence I followed Jesus and did what He asked me to do, for Jesus came to save those who were lost. You know that no sin will exhaust the great mercy of the Lord, and the more one draws from it, the more it increases.

ALL CALLED TO BE GREAT SAINTS

Then Jesus of Love said to me, “I call you to holiness, I call you to love Me.” Jesus of Love calls all great sinners to become great saints. His infinite mercy can transform us day after day. So for me, it was the beginning of a great path of liberation, and Jesus of Love promised that He would heal me and He did. Since then, He’s been sending me into the world to show His kindness to all those who return to Him, confess and repent sincerely for all their sins.

“YOUR SIN IS REMITTED”

You know when God forgives sins, after confession they no longer exist. God forgets them. When I went to confession, God said, “Your sin is remitted.”

When I was married civilly, I once wrote to the Vatican to get information about marriage annulment and the answer from Vatican was that I needed a valid and serious cause for that. I acknowledged to God that I had no right to such a nullity since both (the man who was my husband and his ex-wife) had agreed at the time they received the sacrament. So, in all good conscience with God, I abandoned that request. However if I had made this nullity process, I would have had to report to God on the Day of Judgment, because we are all responsible for our own actions. Every act has a consequence in our lives. I personally preferred to show prudence for the salvation of my soul.

However, there are cases of nullity which are actually valid and the Church decides for each case.

Pope John Paul II pointed out in a 1987 address the excessive number of marriage annulments:

“It is a ministry of charity towards the ecclesial [Church] community which is preserved from the scandal of seeing the value of Christian marriage being practically destroyed by the exaggerated and almost automatic multiplication of declarations of nullity of marriage in cases of the failure of marriage on the pretext of some immaturity or psychic weakness on the part of the contracting parties.” “[…] only incapacity and not difficulty in giving consent and in realizing a true community of life and love invalidates a marriage,” he said.

“... I DIVORCED”

After two years living together as brother and sister, I divorced because my civil marriage had no value to God and because I could not receive the sacrament of marriage.

The Catechism of the Catholic Church tells us that “Today there are numerous Catholics in many countries who have recourse to civil divorce and contract new civil unions” (1650).

The Church maintains fidelity to the Word of Jesus Christ: “Whoever divorces his wife and marries another, commits adultery against her; and if she divorces her husband and marries another, she commits adultery” (Mark 10:11-12). The Church cannot recognize a new union as valid if the first marriage was valid.

If divorced persons remarry civilly, they find themselves in a situation that objectively contravenes God’s law. Therefore, they cannot receive Holy Communion as long as this situation persists. For the same reason, they cannot exercise certain ecclesial responsibilities.

Reconciliation through the sacrament of Confession can only be granted to those who have repented for having violated the sign of the covenant and of fidelity to Christ and committed themselves to live in complete continence.

Dear friends, for a few years I lived with a man. I did not know it was not permitted to live together as man and wife without being sacramentally married.

God also warned me that it was forbidden to procreate outside the sacrament of marriage. If children are born while their parents are Catholics since their baptism, and they did not marry in the Catholic Church, it is unfortunately the children who will bear the consequence of disobedience of their parents.

But again, the mercy of God is infinite in the sense that we have the opportunity to have Masses celebrated in atonement for our sins, and then we will all answer on the Day of Judgment for our own souls, when we die, for all the sins we committed on earth, and we will see their consequences and the whole movie of our respective lives.

When God will send the Warning to all humanity, we will all see the state of our souls and the consequence of all our sins. Everybody will see the offenses his or her sins have caused to God.

Dear friends, always hope in God’s mercy: if we have many Masses celebrated for our souls, and if we sincerely repent of our sins – because Jesus will not refuse anything to the soul who trusts in Him and who gives Him his misery through a priest.

In each Confession, we unnail Jesus of Love from His Cross. Who can understand the greatness of such a sacrament of love? God only wants our deliverance, for He loves us so much. He wants us all in heaven with Him and His Holy Mother Mary.

A LOVING GOD

God said: “The LORD, the LORD, a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and abounding in mercy and faithfulness, keeping merciful love for thousands, forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin, but who will by no means clear the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children and the children’s children, to the third and the fourth generation” (Exodus 34:6-7).

By the grace of United Hearts, the evil effects of a curse can be neutralized. How often children experience inexplicable disorders; psychic and physical crises, sleep disorders!

Seldom, a relationship is made between consequences of sins committed by previous generations and the troubles affecting their descendants.

However, some could witness in their own family to the salutary effects brought about by offering prayers over such hereditary evils or pains. Here is this beautiful prayer:

PRAYER TO THE UNITED HEARTS OF JESUS AND MARY

Eternal Father, with confidence I offer You the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary, the victorious and bloody wounds of Jesus and the tears of Mary, our Mother in Heaven. Lord, Your will be done!

Then, to receive blessings, we must often consecrate ourselves to the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary in the following way (if possible every day) (and live in a state of grace):

In the Name of the Father, of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

Eternal Father, You have received the highest glory from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Your Divine Son became man, and in union with His Mother, He perfectly fulfilled Your will in a spirit of loving atonement. We offer You this praise again that You bless us and heal us by these Sacred Hearts, and also that You send us the Holy Spirit Who will renew the face of the earth.

Divine Redeemer, we recognize that You are the Son of the Eternal Father, the only Mediator between God and man. According to the Will of the Eternal Father, You associated Your Holy Mother to Your mission as Mediatrix and as Coredemptrix.

In a spirit of great confidence we consecrate ourselves (our families, our communities...) to the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary, to take advantage of Your promise and achieve unity in charity.

We commit ourselves to live in the spirit of the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, and to help ensure that the requests contained in the prayer You have taught us will be fulfilled.

Wherever our influence may be exercised, we will strive to honor the Name of God, establish the Kingdom of God among us and do everything according to Your Divine Will. Thus God will bless the land and the daily bread for all.

You will forgive us our sins and incline our hearts to peace. Mercifully, You will preserve us from more faults and, finally, You will deliver us from all evil.

Once we have the joy to see that through the intercession of Mary, You have helped us, as You performed Your first miracle at Cana at Her request and in union with the Will of the Father, then the whole earth will join the Church to pray the greeting of the angel: “Hail Mary...”

Driven by an absolute trust, let’s seal an alliance with the greatest power of Love without ever breaking it. Lord, guide us every day of our life with Your Holy Spirit until we stand at the door of the heavenly homeland. Amen.

Dear friends, the grace associated with the veneration of the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary breaks the laws of nature and other hereditary predispositions. So let us trust God.

THE PRECIOUS BLOOD SHED ON THE CROSS

Some priests are beginning to accept to celebrating Masses for the healing of the family tree. God the Father forgives our sins through the Precious Blood shed by Jesus on the Cross. If Jesus repaired all our sins, we too must accept to repair ours on earth.

If we do not accept to repair them on earth, for the sake of the tender and gentle Jesus Who suffered so much on the Cross to save us, we will spend some time in the flames of love in purgatory, and God has allowed me see the flames of purgatory which are terrible: a raging fire, but a fire of infinite Love in which souls are cleansed before they see God face-to-face. Their greatest suffering is to be separated from God. They cannot do anything for their own deliverance, but we can -- all for them. This is why heaven is asking us to have many Masses celebrated – for them to enter into paradise as quickly as possible.

You can also tap into the treasury of the Church for all the indulgences and offer the graces obtained for them.

What is an indulgence? “‘An indulgence is a remission before God of the temporal punishment due to sins whose guilt has already been forgiven, which the faithful Christian who is duly disposed gains under certain prescribed conditions through the action of the Church which, as the minister of redemption, dispenses and applies with authority the treasury of the satisfactions of Christ and the saints.’ ‘An indulgence is partial or plenary according as it removes either part or

We can also pray the Rosary. The holy souls in purgatory, who are very dear to God as we all are on earth, ask that prayer for their deliverance and in return they pray a lot for us and they intercede with Jesus of Love for us. Then we receive a lot of grace in our lives, thanks to the prayers they address to God for us.

Personally, I offer every day the Stations of the Cross for them, and I remember that one day Jesus of Love asked me to continue this work of mercy.

Seventh Commandment – “You shall not steal” (Exodus 20:15).

“[…] You shall not steal […]” (Matthew 19:18).

“The seventh commandment forbids unjustly taking or keeping the goods of one’s neighbor and wronging him in any way with respect to his goods. It commands justice and charity in the care of earthly goods and the fruits of men’s labor. For the sake of the common good, it requires respect for the universal destination of goods and respect for the right to private property. Christian life strives to order this world’s goods to God and to fraternal charity” (Catechism of the Catholic Church, 2401)

Only Jesus of Love healed me during my adolescence from the desire to appropriate a lot of things that were not mine.

Eighth Commandment – “You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor” (Exodus 20:16).

“Again you have heard that it was said to the men of old, ‘You shall not swear falsely, but shall perform to the Lord what you have sworn’” (Matthew 5:33).

“The eighth commandment forbids misrepresenting the truth in our relations with others. This moral prescription flows from the vocation of the holy people to bear witness to their God who is the truth and wills the truth. Offenses against the truth express by word or deed a refusal to commit oneself to moral uprightness: they are fundamental infidelities to God and, in this sense, they undermine the foundations of the covenant” (Catechism of the Catholic Church, 2464).

I admit I could not keep the promises I made to God; that is to say, to live chastity after my conversion.

I wanted to marry religiously, but I was bound by a promise I made to God and God never forgets what one said to Him one day. Without His grace daily, I could not keep my promises because solitude weighs on me. However, if I do not respect my promise, I will never come to heaven because God said He hated infidelity. One day the Blessed Virgin Mary came and gently reminded me that I had to observe what I promised to God.

Ninth Commandment – “You shall not covet your neighbor’s house; you shall not covet your neighbor’s wife, or his manservant, or his maidservant, or his ox, or his donkey, or anything that is your neighbor’s” (Exodus 20:17).

“But I say to you that every one who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart” (Matthew 5:28).

I can tell you that I envied properties and other possessions. In fact, before I met Jesus of Love, I lived only for money and not for love. Now I live with love for the salvation of souls and I go to the whole world to evangelize for the sake of my tender Jesus of Love.

Tenth Commandment – “‘Neither shall you covet your neighbor’s wife; and you shall not desire your neighbor’s house, his field, or his manservant, or his maidservant, his ox, or his donkey, or anything that is your neighbor’s’” (Deuteronomy 5:21).

“For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also” (Matthew 6:21).

“The tenth commandment unfolds and completes the ninth, which is concerned with concupiscence of the flesh. It forbids coveting the goods of another, as the root of theft, robbery, and fraud, which the seventh commandment forbids. ‘Lust of the eyes’ leads to the violence and injustice forbidden by the fifth commandment (Cf. 1 John 2:16; Micah 2:2). Avarice, like fornication, originates in the idolatry prohibited by the first three prescriptions of the Law (Cf. Wisdom 14:12). The tenth commandment concerns the intentions of the heart; with the ninth, it summarizes all the precepts of the Law” (Catechism of the Catholic Church, 2534).

Several times before my conversion I looked at and wanted another’s husband, but Jesus taught me to repent, to look down and flee from men. However, beforehand I fell with many men. That is why my soul was imprisoned in the Beast. Jesus showed it to me in a vision in 1997, just before Christmas, and He asked me for penance. I know I will have to give God an account of many things because God made it known to me, but God also expects me to give Him a lot of love.

“I WAS SENTENCED TO THE PUNISHMENT OF HELL BY THE FATHER OF LIES: SATAN”

Dear brothers and sisters, for all these reasons, my soul was at the bottom of the abyss and I was sentenced to the punishments of hell, in the sense that for several years, I followed the Father of Lies, Satan.

I was also punished because of some dishonest actions that I made several times. So I was bound by the devil in chains of hatred.

The Archangel Michael helped me to become very little for my God of Love Who loves only the love of His little creatures created in His infinite tenderness.

The demons I saw before my conversion, and who surrounded me, all had horrible heads with a lot of evil in their eyes and great cruelty. I had left the alliance with God by disobeying His law of love and purity and of sharing with the poor.

The demons work on souls who practice New Age, yoga, reiki and transcendental meditation; and if the chakras are open, they enter the body. It is necessary, then, to consecrate oneself to the Immaculate Heart, quit these techniques and confess them and see a priest to cut those diabolical ties, and fast a lot.

THE HOLY FEAR OF GOD

When we freely leave the law of God, we can no longer be protected by Him. We are delivered into the hands of fallen angels because we chose with our free will to embrace evil, but when we sincerely repent of our sins to the Trinity of Love, God in His infinite mercy releases us during confession.

Demons are only afraid of one thing: that we may go to confession and pray the Divine Mercy Chaplet; and when we meet a priest to confess our sins to God, fallen angels have no more power over our souls. At the time of the confession, Jesus of Love washes us in His Precious Blood and takes us into His Heart for us to rest in Him.

A LAW OF LOVE AND RESPECT

I had to repair my sins with great suffering and abnegation toward my brothers and sisters I encounter in my lectures, and some of them often carry a heavy cross and are in distress. Therefore I console them with the Holy Spirit with a prayer of healing that soothes.

Suffering has sanctified my soul and I learned to love suffering.

After my repentance in Medjugorje, I cried a lot because of my past life in nightclubs and bad movies and I liked watching pornographic films, which is now my horror. I understand that with all these sins my soul was at the bottom of the abyss. But confession and repentance saved me, and I can really say that now I have perfect contrition for my sins.

Because of my selfishness and the first half of this life spent forgetting the poor who needed my help and my compassion, I asked God to have mercy on me, have pity on the great misery I am, and teach me to live in His law of love, respect and purity.

OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST: “YOU HAVE MY MERCY”

When I confessed my sins and left New Age and adultery, Jesus said: “I am the Son of God. My name is Yeshua. You have My mercy.”

God saw my efforts to repent and return to Him, and in His infinite goodness He told me how much He loved me, how dear I was to Him; and He asked me to meditate on His passion, and in  doing so I understood all the love He had for me and for every creature.

“I CAN GIVE HIM MY LIFE IN THANKSGIVING”

Jesus, during his sorrowful passion, was beaten 6,666 times on His body (Jesus told Saints Elizabeth of Hungary, Matilda, and Gertrude this) to repair all our sins although He was innocent; therefore I can offer him my life as thanksgiving.

If I had not testified to the great mercy that God had for my soul, I hardly would have received mercy on the Day of Judgment for my soul.

However, if I did it with complete freedom of heart, it is only by love for the tender and gentle Jesus Who suffered so much to see sinners away from His Divine Heart.

God asked me to meditate on His passion, and in so doing I realized all the love of God the Son, the Word Incarnate, and I fell in love with Jesus and the Eternal Father. Jesus of Love forgives everything as soon as we confess it; He forgets everything provided we start over on a path of truth with Him.

LOVE, MERCY AND JUSTICE

Mercy is God’s greatest attribute. That is why God told me that after this life, purgatory was His mercy and hell His justice. God explained to me that the souls who are in hell condemned themselves to hell. The souls have decided by themselves to go in that place of eternal fire. Dear friends, there are souls who prefer to stay in sin; that is to say they refuse to repent even at death’s door. They refuse to repent, even at the last second of their lives, for their past existence in the pleasure of the flesh, the pleasures of life and worldly pleasures – instead of doing penance and praying a lot.

If only souls could understand that God is the best Father, a father full of affection. That’s what I understood when I came back to Him. Jesus wants our love, and personally He asked me to give Him a lot of love. Jesus has a great Heart that needs our love. He begs our love and at the hour of our death, He begs us to accept His mercy, but some souls refuse out of sheer pride. If only they knew the love and goodness of God, they would throw themselves into His burning Heart’s ocean of love and into His arms of mercy.

Jesus of Love invited me several times to do penance and regret sincerely all my sins. Once I repented, God asked me to relieve Him because so many souls are far from Him. God suffers a lot and I learned to console His Heart afflicted by the sins of the world.

THE HOLY WOUNDS OF JESUS SAVE

Jesus has also indicated to me that His holy wounds would save me and He asked me to offer Him my life. I was still attached to possessions although Jesus asked me to cling to poverty, and three years ago, although I had no money for it, I wanted to buy a nice house because I still had a taste for luxury, which does not lead to paradise.

Then Jesus of Love made me realize how hypocritical I was. My conscience could not find peace because I was far from the truth of the Gospel: Sell everything and follow Me.

Again, I was at the bottom of the abyss because of my great pride. So Jesus of Love cleansed me through great suffering, and in His infinite goodness, He came again and told me not to forget the Gospel and to remember those who are in physical distress. Jesus then encouraged me to share.

“WAKE UP YOUR BROTHERS” – JESUS

At the beginning of my conversion, Jesus of Love powerfully attracted me to Him in the tabernacle and I could not leave Him. He asked me not to resist because I had a lot of resistance. I went to church every afternoon to console the Heart of Jesus of Love and I started doing the Stations of the Cross every day, although I was very tired. God told me He saw my tiredness. Then He Himself increased my strength and I quickly recovered and I was up and about, and He even restored my health so that I can serve Him in the world. Then He asked me to awaken the faith of my brothers.

INTERVENTION OF THE VIRGIN MARY

Then the Virgin Mary gave me many graces for my conversion and she has never stopped doing so because I needed them a lot, being very rebellious in nature.

So I accepted these graces and I started going to Mass every day, reading the Bible, studying the Catechism, confessing my sins, fasting three times a week, reciting the Rosary – for Jesus had promised to me that the Rosary would save me.

After I dedicated myself to the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I received the Scapular of Our Lady of Mount Caramel. The Blessed Virgin protected me many times through this sacramental. Another important aspect of wearing this scapular is the Sabbatine Privilege, for those who (1) wear the Brown Scapular day and night, (2) observe chastity
according to our state of life, and (3) pray daily the Office of the Blessed Virgin, or, with the permission of a priest, the Rosary. (Through the Sabbatine Privilege, if you die in the state of grace, you will be released from the flames of purgatory on the first
Saturday after death and go to heaven.)

Eleven years ago, I returned to the Catholic Church and I can tell you that since I started following Jesus, I have much more joy than when I lived the life of the world. It is more blessed to give to our brothers and sisters whom we love, than to receive.

To save my soul, Jesus Love asked me to flee the world – that is to say, to escape all the pleasures we offer the world – because if I continued to follow the world, I could never have entered the kingdom of heaven. I made the free choice of God, the Holy Trinity, and I rejected Mammon.

THE FREE CHOICE OF HEAVEN OR HELL

When I chose Paradise, I acted for the sake of the Lord in all freedom of heart. Of course, I have crosses to carry, like all faithful Christians, but Jesus of Love said to me He is the Way, the Truth and the Life.

When I am in paradise, the crosses I offered to God on earth will become rains of grace and renewed joy for my whole eternity in which I will praise the infinite mercy of God Who is Love.

After my divorce, I entered a religious order for a year and a half to complete my faith.

The Catechism (846) tells us: “Hence they could not be saved who, knowing that the Catholic Church was founded as necessary by God through Christ, would refuse either to enter it or to remain in it” (Lumen Gentium 14; cf. Mark 16:16; John 3:5).

Although I was away from the Catholic Church for many years, the Baptism that I received at my birth made me a member of the Church who gave me grace: “By Baptism all sins are forgiven, original sin and all personal sins, as well as all punishment for sin” (Catechism, 1263).

You know, today so many souls are ungrateful to God Who gave us through His Church all the sacraments. The sacraments of Christian initiation are the sacrament of Baptism, the sacrament of Confirmation, the sacrament of the Eucharist.

After these we find the sacraments of healing such as the sacrament of Penance and the sacrament of the Anointing of the Sick.

ANOINTING OF THE SICK UP TO SEVEN TIMES

Personally, I received the Anointing of the Sick seven times after a guru opened my chakras.

I was dying several times because of these techniques I had experienced in spiritism. God told me He did not agree with these techniques. I got over it because I am consecrated to the Immaculate Heart of Mary, and I was told I had escaped the tortures of hell for eternity with the guru who taught me to practice spiritism.

THE GRACE OF THE HOLY SPIRIT

There are also sacraments at the service of the Body of Christ like the sacrament of Holy Orders and the sacrament of Matrimony (which is indissoluble). It should be understood that the sacraments give us the grace of the Holy Spirit. They help us to become saints.

Funeral Rites are another liturgical celebration. The sacramentals of the Church must also be mentioned; while not sacraments, they can be very powerful.

Personally, when the Lord calls me back to Him, I wish to be buried and not cremated, although the Church does not forbid it, because God will one day raise up my body.

Burying the dead is a corporal work of mercy. You know that the dead attend their funerals. So imagine the pain of those who see their bodies burning during cremation.

SOME STUDIES IN THE NEW AGE

Dear friends, 15 years ago, I studied some New Age authors, who are false prophets because they do not announce Jesus Christ as God. Currently, there are many false teachers.

St. Peter told us about this: “But false prophets also arose among the people, just as there will be false teachers among you, who will secretly bring in destructive heresies, even denying the Master who bought them, bringing upon themselves swift destruction. And many will follow their licentiousness, and because of them the way of truth will be reviled. And in their greed they will exploit you with false words; from of old their condemnation has not been idle, and their destruction has not been asleep” (2 Peter 2:1-3).

New Age mentions some of them that I studied a few years ago: Alice Bailey - Helena Petrovna Blavatsky - Allan Kardec - Chrishnamurti - Sai Baba - Maitreya (the so-called Christ) - Eliphas Levi - Leadbetter - Papus - Rene Guenon - Paracelsus - Nostradamus - Carl Jung – S. Freud - Edgar Cayce - Marilyn Ferguson - Lobsang Rampa - Carlos Castaneda ... and many others.

Unfortunately, all these authors never made known to me a loving God, a Father-God, a triune God, a God full of sweetness, mercy, tenderness and compassion.

I was poisoned by Satan’s venom set in my heart through many of those writings, and I can tell you that only the Precious Blood of Jesus saved me from this infernal poison.

“YOU ARE IMMERSED IN MY BLOOD” – JESUS

Jesus of Love comforted me, saying, “You are immersed in My Blood.” So for His sake and for the sake of the Blessed Virgin Mary who has suffered because of my sins at the foot of the Cross, I ripped and burned all the books that were devoted to New Age, spiritism, fortune-telling, numerology, astrology, the occult, and horoscopes. I did not want anyone to retrieve them because I was accountable to God if someone were to read them.

St. Michael the Archangel has greatly contributed to my deliverance, but he said he did not like pride. So I had to walk in humility.

One day I came across a book entitled Can You be Released from Evil Spirits? (published by Editions Archistratège) by Monsignor Tournyol du Clos. In it he writes:

“If you’ve been in contact with the occult, esotericism, spiritualism [spiritism], astrology, witchcraft, magic, hypnosis, reiki, yoga, transcendental meditation, new age and all kinds of sects or with Prana Therapists, or so-called healers, magnetizers who cure by laying on of hands, or magnetic passes, dowsing, pendulum; or, if you have visited clairvoyants such as magicians, soothsayers, marabouts or gurus, fortune-tellers who read the cards, palmists who read the lines of the hand or necromancers who consult the spirits of the dead: know that you were in contact with individuals who work with the devil and you have given Satan a certain power over you. If you yourselves have sought to know the future, even for fun in tarot cards or horoscopes, if you wore good luck charms such as talismans, amulets, zodiac signs, and if you did – directly or through somebody – occult preparations, if you have spoken or repeated formulas or secret words like mantras for example, at last if you spent time in places poisoned by witchcraft, vice or depravity; all the more so if you yourself made a pact with Satan, make magic, called on the dead, casted spells or curses, uttered blasphemy, you first need to try to realize that you have deeply offended our Father in Heaven.”

Monsignor Tournyol Du Clos invites us to a thorough confession and ask God to forgive these diversions and sins which God sees as an abomination – even if these events happened a long time ago, and even if at that time we were not aware of offending Him.

Dear friends, the Word of God in Deuteronomy says: “There shall not be found among you any one who burns his son or his daughter as an offering, any one who practices divination, a soothsayer, or an augur, or a sorcerer, or a charmer, or a medium, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For whoever does these things is an abomination to the LORD; and because of these abominable practices the LORD your God is driving them out before you. You shall be blameless before the LORD your God” (18:10-13). 

THE CHAPLET OF THE HOLY ANGELS AND THE ACT OF LOVE

As tender Jesus loves each one of us being little, I made myself very little and I implored the great Saint Michael to be liberated. Every day, I recite the Chaplet of the Holy Angels – both for my protection and deliverance from evil remaining in me; and I also thank him for delivering me from spiritual pride instilled in me as result of these false doctrines. I also recite the prayer: “Jesus, Mary, I love You, save souls” because every time this work of charity is recited with the heart, a soul is saved.

COMMUNION / CONFESSION

The Holy Spirit has gradually taught me how to receive Communion properly as well as how to confess thoroughly. Before my conversion, I was not aware that the Church requires that we be humble and manifest this with a genuflection, or to bow before receiving the Holy Eucharist. So in respect for the Lord and in a spirit of submission to the Church, I do it out of love for God, Divine Majesty.

Dear friends, before communion, I had to learn how to confess the capital sins (pride, avarice, lust, envy, gluttony, anger, and sloth) of which I was guilty. These sins, if they are not confessed, lead us all into the deeper abyss.

GOD WANTS TO SAVE HOMOSEXUALS

In my youth I had many homosexual friends. God, Who loves them madly, wants to save them all. To be saved, however, they need to observe chastity. God wants us to be pure and God wants us to know that hell is full of impurities and indescribable suffering for the souls who did not want to repent of their pleasures while on earth. Eternal tortures await those who refuse to repent up to the last second.

The Word of God is very clear: “Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived; neither the immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor homosexuals, […]” (1 Corinthians 6:9 ff.). 

NEW AGE

The Church warns us that: “Advertising connected with New Age covers a wide range of practices as acupuncture, biofeedback, chiropractic, kinesiology, homeopathy, iridology, massage and various kinds of ‘bodywork’ (such as orgonomy, Feldenkrais, reflexology, Rolfing, polarity massage, therapeutic touch etc.), meditation and visualisation, nutritional therapies, psychic healing, various kinds of herbal medicine, healing by crystals, metals, music or colours, reincarnation therapies and, finally, twelve-step programmes and self-help groups” (Source: Vatican document, “Jesus Christ, the Bearer of the Water of Life: A Christian reflection on the ‘New Age,’” section 2.2).

Dear friends, if I had received Communion without confessing the sins mentioned above, I would have brought condemnation on myself and for each Communion I would have kept going down deeper and deeper into the abyss.

St. Paul asked us to discern the Body of Christ: “Let a man examine himself, and so eat of the bread and drink of the cup. For any one who eats and drinks without discerning the body eats and drinks judgment upon himself. That is why many of you are weak and ill, and some have died” (1 Corinthians 11:28-30).

Personally, I pray to God, in my great misery, for Him to grant me the grace of conversion every day, and prior to going to a priest to confess my sins, I ask the Holy Spirit to show me all my sins.

SATAN’S TECHNIQUES

In my various conferences around the world, I meet many people whom have been in contact with yoga and/or reiki, either as adepts or casual practitioners.

Jesus wants them to be aware that these techniques do not come from Him but from Satan, the enemy who has power over them. God wishes to free them from such spells if only they agreed to come to confession. Keep in mind that confession is an act of love offered to God. At the moment we enter the confessional, God opens His arms widely to welcome us into His Heart. The priest literally acts in the Person of Christ, and He is active within the soul cleansing it in His Precious Blood.

We must prepare ourselves for eternity through prayer, poverty, penance and many acts of charity. When the day comes that we must stand before God for admission into paradise, our hands need to be full of acts of mercy (all kinds of prayers for the dying, for sinners, for ourselves, for the holy souls in purgatory; sharing with the poor; visiting the sick; visiting prisoners, and so on).

What is sure is that in the particular judgment of my soul, I will have to render account to God for all my thoughts, my actions, my words. Hence, one has to willingly agree to be purified while on earth to avoid at all costs the fire of love in purgatory: I tried to transform all my thoughts, my actions and my words into pure love.

That is, my dear readers, the testimony of a great misery returned wholeheartedly to the Lord because God did not hesitate to mount on the Cross and to suffer for me, to save me and to save you personally. “Greater love has no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends” (John 15:13).

Eternity will not suffice to thank God for His great patience toward me and for my conversion, and to praise Him for His boundless mercy.

Dear friends, I asked for the grace of littleness to become Love, the Love of the prodigal son who loves his Heavenly Father to extremes. And now, what about you? Are you ready, dear friends, to offer your life without fear of martyrdom, for the sole Glory of the Father, out of pure love?

Fabienne

ACT OF CONSECRATION TO THE IMMACULATE HEART OF MARY

(as Received from Heaven by Fabienne)

My dear child, give Me your nothing,

Give everything to me, I love you.

I am your Mother and I want to lead you on the road to Paradise.

Consecrate your thoughts, your actions, your days to Me;

I will take you in My arms and console you.

Promise Me you will always think of Me

when reciting My Holy Rosary.

Do not forget Me, I love you so much.